light and stillness & lightprayer rereat & drumming & living on light

SPACE FOR INTUITION AND LOVE - PIANO AND DRUMMING -CD

a new CD got ready again just before our journey.

i have already long wanted to begin to use keyboard in our work. i have carried it with years, but i have been too shy.

keyboard is my instrument. i have trained to play already as a child and i have played all my life what has flown into my mind. i have done already earlier some meditation CDs, where i play keyboard - years ago. and i have also been on stage with a singer and drummer, and played keyboard.

this CD has been born with helena. she has been sitting with me in silent prayer and been in connection with all who listen this. i was in connection with the energy and expressed it with piano, djembe and frame drum.

this CD called through helena. she got the information that just this kind of CD is willing to come. and each individual track - each piano and drumming - came as a call through helena telling that just now is time to receive this music or drummig. and we followed that call.

i have got help for playing keyboard from high masters: shirdi sai baba and mother maria and angels.

michael 10.08.2009

MICHAEL AND MUSIC
also music is willing to come to be part of our lightprayer work. michael has begun to play as he drums: letting music flow as it comes into this moment, to make whole and heal.

DRUMMING AND MUSIC
when drumming focus precise on the point of pain, on that what hurts, that blocks you. when drumming slam on it, music look and listen the whole and help and support to meet that what is, such as it is. help and support to meet, go through, let go and become free - looking all the time the whole and for the best of highest good. both support each other, both work in the moment of now and act like lightprayer calling and supporting to open and surrender for it that is and is willing to come.

also to meet your emotions in that moment to be able to open and receive the whole emotion, let it open like a flower into its full blossom.... become free from very deep inside.

AS A PROCESS OR TRACK BY TRACK - SPACE FOR INTUITION AND LOVE
you may relax and listen the CD from the beginning until end and let it gentle support your process to let go and become free - make space for intuition and love. or you may listen it track by track. listen your silent inner voice, inner wisdom, intuition how it is best for you now.

ARE YOU READY
are you ready to be free of all your expectations, and experience that still silent space, when you don't wait anything....

opening and widening to rest in stillness calls your creative intuitvity and activates the opening of your heart. makes space for intuition and love.

you can sit or lay down, and may be sit later again, as you feel it comfortable. or may be you begin to dance - dance following the call of your heart.

just relax and rest, let your breathing slow down and deepen.... and listen music and/or drumming with your whole body, with your whole being, letting it just flow through you.

let your being calm down, relax.... let the music guide you.... deeper and deeper, wider and wider....

you may feel a silent point in youself, in your body - where you feel and experience it? feel and experience it deeper. let you open yourself and widen there....

there where you are wide and relaxed, where you are without trying anything, without wanting anything, there your creative intuitivity opens itself.... there in the state of pure freedom.

stillness is state of pure freedom. infinite unlimited state of being in you. state of light in your heart. pure infinite love, wisdom, truth. peace in love. the light of God in you.

pure stillness is independent of outer stillness, it is in you where ever you are. when you have understood and experienced it in yourself it begins to grow stronger by itself.

the state of stillness is in you. it is enough if you understand it. all that you have ever been searching for has always been in your heart.

listen how the piano music and the drummings in the CD guide you gently and beautifully and same time powerfully deep into stillness. making space for intuition and love. opening, making free....

EACH TRACK HAS ITS OWN TASK
each track has its own task. piano music in the beginning prepares and opens you for the becoming the process. opens your heart and support you to be ready to face your pain, fear.... face, go through, let go and become free. become free more and more deep, each time when you just rest and listen.

first djembe drumming brings you into the process of letting go. opens and widens your heart - from there where love lives. love = stillness.

when the second djembe drumming begins, you have already let go and now experience new freedom, and gratitude and peace brought by freedom is flowing in this drumming. may be this drumming brings tears of gratitude into your eyes. may be deep sorrow flows out from you and your heart is filled with tears of gratitude. you become lighter and relaxed - you open and become silent, you let the peace settle down in you. - so it happens in me, when i listen this.

second piano = awakening - born new into the empty still space, that is there after letting go. into this space of freedom.

this piano music calls to wake up into freedom. to experience who you are. and to live it true. to choose love instead of fear, and let the world change to be the world of love.

frame drum. drumming connects heaven and earth. roots love to living understanding, accepting and empathy in us.... into light and energy of maria. powerful and strong - gentle low drumming with a new kind of frame drum.

CD ends ....where? into stillness.

the total lenght of the CD is 79:57 and it goes on with our journey. or you can order it from helena. the price of the CD is 15 euro + the post costs if we send it for you.

helana 10.8.2009

(Please press the Play-Button to listen parts of the CD)

01 kutsu olemaan hiljaisuuden avaruus ja laajuus - piano (4:08 min / 20:52 min)

03 kiitollisuuden ja rauhan laskeutuminen ja avautuminen - djembe (3:02 min / 9:30 min)

04 heraaminen vapauteen siihen kuka mina olen - piano (5:31 min / 30:36 min)

photos helena & michael

16.11.2009